Tuesday, January 11, 2011

vibrational conditioning session.

i am going to do the homework necessary to my journey. i am going to put in the effortless labour necessary to condition and raise my emitted vibrations! i am NOT going to freak all out because classes resume tomorrow AND i have to work the night shift at the restaurant. hmph. i should probably repeat that last statement out loud a few times...

i adore having my own, little domain to call home! it's so cool that it has an unusual and uncommon suffix! i like being unique and memorable. i like having a place to design my sanctuary. i like remembering and more fully coming into being my higher, greater self!

i like pretty men! i like gorgeous MEN! i love large forearms. i like blue eyes. i like pale skin. i like tallness. i like blonde hair. i especially love blonde hair when i'm wearing it. i like that i change up my appearance so often! and now i'm returning to my love for beautiful men. i love Billy Idol, Vergil Sparda, Gabriel Aubry, Michael Jackson, Legolas, Ville Valo, i could wax forever like a pervert. i love that i am such a big pervert! i love that i am shameless about my kinks, i mean, my quirks!

i love my mommy. i love it that she is bringing my big, grown ass some hot food to eat because i have a cold! i love that i am putting my depression behind me and continuing to pay money that i don't have to finish university! i love feeling proud of myself! i love studying science and being enthralled humbled by infinite knowledge. 

i love reading. i love romance. i love that i deleted my online dating profile because i refuse to give my attention to an absence of Love in my life! i love it that there is absolutely NO absence of Love in my life! there is never an absence of Love anywhere! we can all Allow as much of it as we would have into our lives! i like making it my mission to simply BE Love and into Allow it to filter into my experience freely, uninhibited, like a flood, and abundantly. open the floodgates!

i love making money at my job to do, be, and to have the things that i Love! i love it that i truly AM the very best waitress you know.

i love that saying Thank You just ensures that i have even more to be thankful for later! i love feeling good! i love being in the Flow! i love it that things always fall perfectly into place and into perfect order when i do my only job. and my only job is to feel good! i love that i am not held apart from ANYTHING. i love letting myself become the greatest woman alive!

there! that felt SO good! my emotional conditioning homework always sends me on my way smiling and giggling. it's been a while since i have taken the time to line up my energies because i have been more focused on publishing viewer content. but i cannot forget that i am absolutely no true use to anyone if i am not centered   in being my best! who can stop me now? heh. only me. but not today! and not tomorrow, either! i am totally intending to not inhibit myself tomorrow, either! it is SO important to stand before the colossal scales of infinite Life experience and to tip them in favor of my bliss... you should do this yourself at the appropriate time. try tomorrow morning to start with... i do it several times a day, and 9 times out of 10, my life goes exactly according to my intentions! how badass am i?! no, truly--flatter me and finish making my night, darling ;-D

i love being shameless about the hot men i have dated (and water-
colored in their apartment with). yeah. he's a bit older. and a doctor.

6 comments:

  1. Mmmm that guy is a cutie :) And a doctor no less, but I'm sure you'll end up with someone wayyyyy more awesomer.

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  2. Mmmm that guy is a cutie :) And a doctor no less, but I'm sure you'll end up with someone wayyyyy more awesomer.

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  3. mmmm-hmmm!.. i sure did have fun with THAT one! i love going on my adventures (and he was a fan of it too ;-D) don't even get me started on fangirling about my antics with that hot doctor man!

    and your comment is EPIC, Liz... and i adore you for it! thanks for even replying and reminding me that it is very possible for me to end up with someone even more awesome! and i just KNOW without a doubt that you'll make a phenomenal man very, very blessed one day. you deserve it; you're such a high quality lady. we both know all of the treasures that we deserve, so let's not forget this about ourselves, and faithfully hold on to what could be ours! it's a GRAND adventure. cheers to hot doctors in our beds and water-colouring with us (and being madly in love with us because we are becoming the greatest women alive)! xoxo

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  4. haha! MORE good feelings! stay very inspired, because i may need you
    to transfer some of that energy back my way one day soon. and thank
    you for your lovely compliment--you're a doll. charming--truly. i hope
    that YOUR semester is nothing short of the best adventure of your life
    yet! xoxo

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    *"SCIENCE!.. Why preyest thou thus *upon *the poet's heart / VULTURE, *whose
    wings are *dull realities?"* -- *Edgar. A. Poe*

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  5. I am excited that you are feeling good and centered! your page is super cute!! I started school this past week and it's chaos! ha ha so your post inspired me! woot! hope your semester is a good one!

    XoXo,
    Ana

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  6. Mmmm that guy is a cutie :) And a doctor no less, but I'm sure you'll end up with someone wayyyyy more awesomer.

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