i read nic sheff. or whatever.

(a very pretty) nic sheff enthusiast.

i TOTALLY got the bookstore job. Books A Million is awesome! and they let me rent books by all of my favorite authors for free. i am way too pleased to display evidence of my appreciation for all things nic sheff. can't wait to give Tweak a rest and tear through We All Fall Down (well, i actually can't tear it; it's supposed to remain in sell able condition--although i'll more than likely end up purchasing it.). i love you, nic sheff! you are a Beautiful Boy and one of my favorite contemporary authors (and at such an age!)! Congratulations from a similar. Love yourself and keep pouring it out into your progress. i'm becoming like his unofficial promoter...

quick note while onwards to Damascus. hiatus.

i broke up with my ex. but don't go, "Woah!" like Liz did following my Facebook update! it was a decision i gladly made, and it earned me a lot of deserved relief. turns out: i'm not a "true" Christian (even though he had no qualms with me wanting sex from him and getting it whenever i wanted it--the hypocrite), he cannot see me successfully raising any kids of his that I might have (regardless of whether i even entertained such a zany notion as getting pregnant by him! i'm 22 with no babies--i'm a pro at preventing unwanted pregnancies), AND he can't imagine a future with me because of my active disobedience to the Word of God within the Bible as the sole grounds of all morality. sounds to ME as if MY EX has a complex in which he believes HIMSELF to be the authority of all Christian morality, despite his fallen state as a sinner who is only made right in God's eyesight through the sacrifice of Jesus as Lord and Saviour. "You are not superior, you can be wrong (and ARE a hypocrite for gladly letting me fuck you into the next month whenever I felt the urge rise within me, and then go about Bible-raving), and you are NOT God Themselves in all of Their Infinite Wisdom! you don't know everything of the Word of God because it all cannot be revealed to us, and who says that YOUR WAY is THE WAY? even a "sucky" Christian like me recognizes this!

he even went so far and insulted my choice in Christian Living literature (i can't win for losing, and all my efforts to seek God are STILL sucky and inferior in my ex's eyes)! he says that there is a serious flaw to Joyce Meyer's teachings, which is why the Christian bookstore uptown doesn't carry any of her published works. PLUS, he won't even stand within a 3-foot radius of anything relating to "New Age" or "New Thought" because it is against God. that's funny, because every New Age book i've purchased talks extensively about how good and powerful God is. in fact, the popular book, The Secret quotes Jesus extensively to support its content! no goat heads and devil horns ANYWHERE. and in my defense, i owned my Joyce Meyer Christian Living book, Start Your New Life Today, waaaaay before I first began to research and study anything related to the "New Age/New Thought" movement. but, hey. i don't consider him as a loss. who knew that i could irrevocably lose all of my religion and salvation by reading teachings from Gandhi and Jesus (whose knowledge isn't very NEW, at ALL) all while not submitting myself to any deity or "god?" i could have sworn that God was with me the entire time that i was reading chapters on learning how to generate more positive energy and spread more Love. hmmm...

anyway, my blog/lifestream is on a HIATUS. i'm listening to my doctor in the process of continuing my progress, growth, and strength during my treatment, by taking a sabbatical of sorts. i wonder what will be revealed unto me while i am actively traveling my own, personal road to "Damascus." 


catch up with all of y'all wonderful things soon. keep me in my mind, maybe even say a little prayer for my benefit and well-being (or just for more of my smiles)! i SHALL return. i always do!

Biloxi Beach!

Me and Dad LOVE Steven Tyler!

AWWW! My Mommy rocks my socks!

!!!!__________________________________________!!!!

PLUS, while out randomly at a bookstore for my favorite type of retail therapy and to sate my one, true addiction, i spoke something into existence: i was covered in the infallible armor of my Positive Energy and High Vibrations which move and breathe immensely forceful like pure, untamed FIRE, and i confidently spoke from my Spirit, my Inner Being which knows only good and all truth and said, "Momma, something very good is going to happen today."

as I exactly visualized and intended in operation of the powerful Law of Attraction, the barista manager said that Books A Million indeed needed help in the barista as well as on the floor as a bookseller! not only this, but the store's top General Manager (the hiring manager) happened to come in, and the barista manager found him and introduced me to him! i shook both of their hands, gave them my phone number, etc. the GM was pleased with my nature of being an accomplished and avid reader, and with my well-rounded experience of work in retail, customer service, etc. he seemed to be very interested in what my (brag) padded and impressive resume could offer the needy Books A Million staff, and i complimented him on the store's high-quality customer service and pleasant experiences that i had received during the past decade, or so, during my loyal and frequent visits to that particular bookstore, and how some of the associates know me by name because i'm in there every week. i even name-dropped and confessed which employee was the one who suggested that I pay the $20 fee to become a card-carrying Millionaire's Member for the coveted and well-appreciated and frequently-applied discount (along with the sweet tote bag and other swag, coupons, etc). the manager smiled and laughed with me in the presence and under the influence of my Libran. he ACTUALLY interviewed me ON THE SPOT, right there in the manga section, and gave me the instructions to the application process and told me what to look out for inside the online assessment to make the best presentation of myself. he gave me special hints!

i called the store back today to speak with the hiring manager. i called him by his name, and called me by my own in a very friendly, warm, and familiar fashion because he immediately remembered the pleasant first impression he gained from me. i alerted him that i had completed both available applications online, attached my resumé, and submitted them both. he then said that he would set up an interview for Monday or Tuesday, and that he would accordingly call me and be in contact with me then. HOW EXCITING!!!! 

i spoke something good into existence; i wasn't particular. i only had complete confidence and faith that such a thing would indeed occur. and THEN i get offered the very coveted job of my dreams by what appears to be "random chance!" but i know that i manifested by working the powerful Law of Attraction in my favor. i'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying that i land this position. the managers were very clear about their need for help, so it's quite possible that the job could be mine! i can already imagine: me, surrounded by books, talking about books, touching books, selling books, promoting books, suggesting books, books, BOOKS--and getting paid for this "labour!"

keep your own fingers crossed and say a prayer for me, wherever you are whenever you can! 


Big Love Your Ways -- xoxo

Being Happy, Feeling Good

 Being Happy, Feeling Good

“Going from Clinical Depression to Having the Midas Touch in Your Regal Life!”

a massive, original article by ♥cherry at RousingVenus.co.cc

(not to be re-sold or used for profit without explicit consent given from the author, cherry, at www.rousingvenus.co.cc)

This is my first article in what is surely to be a series of premium, downloadable content.

(i was originally going to let this go for from $3-$5, but i feel too inspired to share. click "go on" below..) 

rampage of appreciation.

i am SO happy that my MiMaw is home from the hospital! i am so happy that her party today involved so much good food. i am so happy that i ate cake until my tooth hurt, not that it takes much for that to happen. i am so happy that my puppy rode in the car with me today.

i am so happy that i effing finished writing the Prologue to my book! woo! it's a nice feeling to stick with something this time. i've been writing a number of spheres for years. but now that i'm becoming a Big Girl, i'm getting better at getting my desires to take shape into my life. SO proud of myself. i have earned a whole lot more good things to come my way--and they WILL (because i said so, damnit)!

i like that i'm such a force to behold. i like that my brother's girlfriend invited me to read her blog. i like that people take the time to let me know when they appreciate me. i like being able to say how much i appreciate someone else (you guys). i like cursing for shock value. i just like cursing for no reason at all usually. i like the friends that i've made who have mental illness. i like having friends who can never judge me about the "flaw" in me that i cannot help. i like not being a prisoner to anything. i like the relationship i have with my mother. i like my doctor (most of the time)! i like writing pages and pages and pages easily with not an ounce of coffee and calling in my "Prologue," when in fact, it's longer than some actual chapters. i like being motivated to do things. i like following my inspiration to do something and watching it unfold magnificently. it HAS to.

positively pulling...

ohmygosh! 

i keep eyeing my Followers gadget in my sidebar to the right, and i get startled and SO thrilled each time i find myself welcoming and reading the latest posts by another new friend of mine! it feels so good to make the friends that i have always wanted to make. it is so lovely for the things of my desires to be drawn unto me effortlessly... thank you, to all of my Loves--my followers. Liz, Kim, Jayla, Cass, etc (don't you dare fight each other, you are listed in no particular order). you truly are the raddest people on the planet. and thank you to the Universe for moving things into place for my benefit and for the benefit of those in my life! i get a kick out of just looking around and witnessing my magickal, positive vibrations rubbing off and transferring themselves to my friends and making big moves in the name of Love, Power, and Magick.

stick with me, and who knows what we may accomplish!

sxc.hu

i fell in love with some prose penned by one of my blogger friends, Jayla, just today. i know that i'm supposed to be waiting for her consent to share her work, but i can't fight my urge to let it flow from her, to me, and to you:

"Burst" by Jayla

I feel like I'm going to burst, because I need you

I'm not sure who you are, but I need to know soon

The waiting can't get any longer, and the temptations grow stronger each day.

Why can't they understand that I am no longer a baby, but a young woman with true feelings.

I feel like I will burst any minute, I am so filled with love, yet no one to share it with.

And when I am finally able to release that love, I don't think I'll be able to stop.

isn't that just so nice to read? it feels like being at the brink of falling upon the greatest adventure of her life so far! this hobbit does indeed go on adventures, and she could not be afraid of old, white-haired wizards coming to her door with mischief up their long sleeves. i'm a huge nerd, yes. i can completely envision Bilbo Baggins' round, little green door to his home, with a golden doorknob directly in its centre... i can photographically recall blocks of my favorite literature from memory at the appropriate moments. it is one of my quirks that i absolutely LOVE! hmmm... watching LOTR, or re-reading some of the trilogy, should be added to my agenda today. i feel inspired to get that done!

and i got the best Thank You email, ever, just yesterday from an amazing blogger whom i know in real life after i gave some of my most loving and helpful advice to her:

oh my word! I don’t even know where to begin!

Thank you, thank you, thank you! for the links, the advice, and especially the Love. Your email sat a smile on my face and a joy in my heart that nearly kept me awake all night. I’m violently eager to swan-dive into all these opportunities and even more to offer my wares to you.

So thank you for opening the door! And for your elaborate research into this Law of Attraction and other keys to Divinity. Your investigations are always so thorough and your zeal is sincere. I can totally tell!

that's Ka...--oops! i mean, Estera Star for you people! and she's quite the progressive and entertaining webmistress herself. she has a load of projects that she currently manages, and they're just great!

haha! i'm giggling because this post has taken up its own agenda and become an introduction/meet-up of sorts of my coolest friends. but it's bursting with good feelings pulling more good feelings unto itself. this is all that matters, really. it's the point of anything worthwhile. we all really only should be focusing on feeling our best so that we can then fully come into being our best.

"Through your ability to think and feel, you have dominion over all Creation." -- Neville Goddard, New Thought Author

raise your glass!

"Speaking of Joy" by Marie Elliott

raise your glass--to yourself!

i was noticing my growing number of followers, and i got put into a dancing mood after commenting over at cassidy's space. she's the newest addition here at our quaint, little club of raving and good feelings. and you truly have a fierce grasp on this whole Life thing, lady cass! go you! everyone else should stop by and leave a bunch of love letters for her, too.

isn't it just lovely that Life can feel SO good? even if you aren't in that place for yourself (yet), you can't help but notice the magick that other people whom you might admire are making in their own lives, and thus believe in the power of truly being Alive and rocking your own existence. woo! it just gets me so much more fired up about being the best woman alive when i see other ladies doing it!

"your life is supposed to feel good. are you allowing it to be so?" 

when i took full responsibility for my experiences in my Life, i felt freedom for the first time. i took upon myself as my only job to be in complete control, not of external conditions, but of my reactions and my emotions. happiness is hardly about circumstances and genetics. it's more about our actions. and if you believe in the Law of Attraction at all, which you should, then this is just compounded and augmented.

"that which is like unto itself is drawn." this is the Law of Attraction/Law of Love. it is the basis of most religions and spiritual beliefs. there is a reason that love has been enthusiastically embraced and faithfully held on to since the beginning of Time itself. and that is because the more you emit love, the better your life becomes. and guess what? you have an unlimited supply of love to give ;-)

imagine this: you have a big wish. you have this one desire, and you absolutely are in love with the idea of it. you dream about it and daydream about it. you imagine what it would be like if it were already yours... and then you get it. haha! this is exactly the way life can work for you--if you know how to harness your latent abilities to go with the flow of the Universal Laws! we can fly in airplanes by not changing gravitational laws, but by working in harmony with them, right? make it your new mission to do the same with love in your own life. you truly can manifest your heart's desire right before your eyes--even in real time--if you are strong and focused enough. this is why i choose to lifestream; it's a method of powering up my good thoughts and feelings and focusing them on what i want, because then the positive pops up into my reality. a majority of the time, my life goes just as i intend it to go because i have trained my mind, and thus, designed my life to bring me my happiness! 

it's simple: spend your time loving things, and what you love is magnified in your life. spend your time resisting love and not allowing it, and you experience negative conditions. this is really the most important thing that i have learned. it's magnetic and pulling. it is real. love is an energy that moves in waves and currents, unseen just like electromagnetism.

and while i currently don't teach the Law of Attraction here at Rousing Venus, i AM a large enthusiast, and i have tons of resources. why not give it a good looking into--if only because it is the key to having everything you want, and creating and living the life of your dreams! imagine infinite joy and all of your wishes coming true. spiritual leaders and founders have taught that our lives can be abundant and blessed because this is a real possibility. an amazing life just doesn't belong to the people that we aspire to be. it can be yours right now--IF you know how to go about acquiring it. it is my business to live this phenomenon in my own life, and to enlighten you on awakening and wielding this latent magickal power of yours. 

• Jessica Mullen (she has such a grasp on manifesting her desires and proves it in her lifestream, and she teaches how to do it for yourself! she even began a School of Life Design for you to complete to more fully know how to wield this latent magickal power of yours!)
• The Secret and The Power (i'm sure that you have heard of these phenomenal books that are sweeping the world for a very, very good reason; it's not such a big "secret!")
• Jetta Vegas  (she also is a Seeker and a good teacher; her blog is full of the proof)

it is a major mission of mine to create for myself the life of my dreams and to feel like the greatest woman alive. and i post with the intention of my readers being encouraged and  finding the emotional resonance within themselves to do the same thing.  

my holiday present to you.

i'm quite resourceful, and i'm always full of brilliant news to share with my friends. i'm so thrilled about this one--i might have outdone myself here! this is even an unimaginable very-much-desired gift for myself! i hope that any of you can find enjoyment from it (and if you can understand its worth, you surely can, and WILL)!


i'm a Deliberate Creator: i design my life. you've heard me say it that life is not happening to me, but FOLLOWING me. i study and follow the Law of Attraction and work to manifest my own desires into my life for the joy of it. Advice to Deliberate Creators is a book being shared across the Web among fellow seekers, and even those just beginning to take the trip inside to this personal, magickal world. i refer to the practice of this substance in excess, and there are innumerable references sprinkled throughout my posts. but i have not gone about explicitly teaching and outlining this precious and beneficial approach to enjoying life like never before. this book seems to be a handy jewel of an inspirational tool and resource full of advice to remember when anyone goes about the work of manifestation via the Law of Attraction.

in other words, perfect the art of manifesting and getting exactly what you want to be, do, and have in your life through this ancient Universal Law! read this book, take notes, and study how to get your Loves to rendezvous with you as mine do with me! i'm definitely beginning to read it now. it's a wonderful, free resource, and i very much recommend it being a beginning step towards making magick with your own life. do look into it and let me know all of the wonderful things that you create and manifest for yourself!

• here's a "Sneak Peek" at some of the treasures waiting freely within for you to indulge in:

1. Notice when you feel good and realize the more you appreciate those moments the more they will occur. 

2. See what it takes to make yourself feel good again and learn to do that more and more and easier and easier. 

3. Not feeling good can mean so many good things. Let go of those moments softly and gently, they are there to teach. 

4. The universe is fully intent on you, loves you and supports you right or wrong (if there is wrong). Think of it as an intimate friend that grants wishes. 

5. You will change; go through stages-because of this. Immerse yourself in loving yourself unconditionally and be with those who also love you no matter what.  

-- Brian

• read/get/download it (freely!) HERE! Happy Holidays! go ahead and share it yourself; keep the positive energy cycling!

sources: The Good Vibe Blog

ahh, mundane magic-making!

a pretty lady. can you see the Magick here? would that you could feel it!

i Love the support and admiration that i have been attracting to my lifestream! yes, please. more of this. thank you, authors of PSEUDOVISUAL and escribir la verdad, for stopping by with nice things to say/being interested in having blogger friends. both of you run very lovely blogs, and i have told you myself previously! if you'd like, i can link you within my "links and love" page, where all of my loves stay.

thank you, Universe, for being such a magickal force when we couple our reactions! that's REAL chemistry, for ya! i actually get deeply into feeling the Love that i feel for various subjects in my life, and it sends me right into my Vortex. i feel the Love, and the subjects of my Love get augmented. the more i give Love, the more Love is refracted unto Myself. it is so. 

i Love being friends with this 6-foot-five blonde man with blue eyes who can play the hell out of an AFI song on his guitar and who looks delicious when shirtless. i Love all of the good feelings that i have experienced from my entire assortment of friends, acquaintances, lovers, and even those who make me their arch nemesis. i am eternally grateful for the opportunity to co-create with them, for their insight, for their Love, and for any and all of their energies that they have so graciously donated and directed towards me. it's a gift. it's opportunity. it's ALL apart of helping me more fully become Who-I-Really-Am. so, whatever you may think of me, i'm saying thank you to the entire population of you! thank you, thank you, thank you, mes cheres. and whether you care for it or not, there is Big Love coming from me and being sent in your specific direction right now with immense force. i will not inhibit myself from loving. i will not. i will Love abundantly and in immense measure. there is no excess. there is no limit to the amount of Love that i can give, thus no limit to the heights that my life can approach. so, thanks for that also. Love, and love, and love forever.

but, yes--back to this hot man. i can only imagine the intense good feelings that will surely come from the Universe at work on my behalf surrounding this subject. i've got to take the emotional journey, and i undertake it very gladly!

dinner is here! it seems that i have attracted some french fries into my life after craving them for a while. this always happens to me when i become very connected to my Inner Being. the flow becomes infinitely synced for a while, and i'm deeply in the Vortex! folks ask in awe, What has happened to you?

syncing Love in my life.

my dinner from tonight. didn't finish. got DAMN close, though!

as is painfully obvious, i am a SUBWAY enthusiast. here's a load of veggies being slapped onto my dinner. after work, i'm usually never to be witnessed making dinner for myself, or even having something that's available for me at home. and i can never finish an entire foot-long worth of delicious Veggie Delight or Spicy Italian sub. Most goes to my mother and my puppy, Yaya. but for $5.45 exactly (and a little guilt associated with the amount of mayo/honey mustard that i request), i can get full with no effort on my part outside of going to the shop at my local WalMart, or to the one in the shopping center about five minutes away from my home. i'm all too okay with this! and Yaya absolutely loves it!

thanks, annoying lil bro! i'll return this to you. maybe.

i had intended to so some research on chakras recently and to familiarize myself with their significance, but i had no idea of where to start. sure, i could use the internet, as so many people readily rely on for way too much of their lives, but i wanted to indulge in some authentic studying to satisfy my genuine, inspired desire. after merely mentioning the word "crown chakra" in a discussion last night at home, my little brother said that he only knew a little about what i was referring to; he had a book relating to it in practice of giving healing massages.. oh, a book, you say? let me see that. he pulled it out of a bag of his girlfriend's things, and surely, i was pleased to find the general info that i was looking for AND  a great outline on the subject. in the chapter. i also found a jewel of a section instructing how to perform an auric meditation while highlighting and revitalizing all of the body's chakras! i enjoyed doing this for myself last night during a PM meditation session... it was thrilling! i experienced tingles all over my body and this delicious warmth emanating from my every chakra center. can you imagine how lovely it felt to be consciously aware of my heart chakra as i let all resistance fade away and freed my mind into fully Aligning and Allowing? i got so close to the I-Am-ness latently smoldering within me, and i lit it to a full, spectacular fire of passion! it truly was one of the highlights of my night.

another lovely highlight was discovering that a lifestreamer whom I absolutely adore had graciously linked me from her own very established lifestream along with giving me a few flattering compliments that made my cheeks burn. and it didn't hurt that it earned me some unique and very much appreciated traffic curiously clicking over from her own network. lucky me! thank you, jessica mullen! and thanks for paying me the visit and for offering me your extra helpful crtique about my RSS feed. i adore you, your pink hair, your startlingly bright presence, AND your offered kindness (which is nothing short of a gift in my eyes)! i Love it and actually take the time now to physically and emotionally feel and experience this Love, and so i then say yes, more please to this sort of pleasant surprise popping up into my life experience.

i'm pleased to see that i have at least one persistent viewer from Belhaven. i'm thankful for all of the traffic that i have consciously and otherwise attracted here. it confirms to me and the outside world that the work that i am doing in my life now is not only working, but also that it is indeed so attractive-looking from the outside, that someone can't help but to be consistent in coming to visit and to read! why, thank you, in that case! you do flatter me too much! i had originally intended for my lifestream to remain very low-key, but after discovering that i had a visitor from so close to home who STILL managed to sneak past my elusive practices AND my wishes, i disregarded that thought. i love to share the wonderful news about my magickal life with any and everyone who turns their ear to me. as my blog description declares, my promise here is all about "Fabulously Ornamenting your Adult Life, and Divining and Masterfully Wielding your Latent Magickal Powers," and i have every intention of holding true to that promise. so, who then, really, could resist? i pivot promptly from all thoughts relating to being even slightly annoyed by what one could term "current snoops" and the sad ones from my past who were malicious and empty due to their diseases of insecurity, jealousy, and desperation. and i just fully know that i refuse to allow myself to succumb to such an obviously unhealthy fight upstream. and i can never keep the smiles off of my face, now that i have decided to acquire much better things in my life experience! i swear (of course i do--all of the time) that it is becoming more and more difficult to recognize me ever since i have begun reaching to uncover the face that i had even before my parents were born. how about that Big Mind statement for you?

i'm very proud of my last post about casting Love Spells. and i am enjoying writing this general lifestreamLove Spell! i love the purple bottles full of intoxicating and fantasy-inducing scent... i am SO happy for the sale there today and for my $10 discount waiting to be used there floating around in the bottom of my purse. mmm! i wonder just how many times exactly that i have uttered the word "Love" this week. let's make it double! and let's double the feelings! it feels SO good!

with Love, as ever--cherry.

cast your own love spell!

sxc.hu, as ever.

About the Magick
but, DO put down your magick wand (unless you happen to just adore it that much; it will not be necessary for today's lesson). and put away the picture of your ex who is currently dating that ugly "handsome" lady. the love spell that cherry only ever means is the type that sends YOU swooning! hold a minute--i'm having my coffee, and i'll make clear of myself.

you've heard it all before from every prophet seated in every theology. you've heard it from laymen. but Love is the greatest force in the world. it is a True Energy, like the frequencies of color and sound. it moves in waves and currents, like maritime tides and the phases of the moon. poetically digressed by yours truly, but there isn't a doubt in your pretty little head as to this, is there? the sad fact is that all too many people are unawares of the connection between wielding this force, and effectively implementing it within their own experience to change their lives for the better. but, boy, are you ever lucky that you are friends with me: it's a recent lifestyle choice of mine, and it has made worlds of difference to me. Hell, Love is the actual power that has indeed created worlds, like ours. it is THE raison d'etre (reason of being).

when any of us feels the emotion of Love, with the tingling in our tummies, the pounding of our hearts, the lightness of our spirit, we are harnessing this most powerful force. correctly manipulated, Love is the one magick power that each of us is bestowed with that can take our lives from where they are currently, to new and infinitely higher states of elevated bliss--because, right, you guessed it; we each have an infinite supply of Love to give.

the Universal Law of Love states that: Life is not "happening" to you, but following you! And that which you emit is returned to you in like measure. so look around at your life. it is only ever a perfect picture of the Love (or lack of Love) that you have been emitting to the Universe to pick up on.

think on things that you Love, and appropriate and equal conditions rise up to meet you in your personal life. like begets like. stay "stuck on stupid" and indulge in depression, negativity, pessimism, etc--and you already know what happens. your life always mirrors what you have programmed it to. i can never stress it enough: but, your thoughts and feelings are very important. you can literally train your mind... it's like the clearing away of the static on your old television set for a clearer picture. simply stated: think on the things that you love that are in your current reality (and actually physically feel this immense power in your body), and the things that you Love are augmented into your life experience (the static clears away for you to get a better and more satisfying picture of what your life really is). think on things that you Love which are not yet a reality... and they will begin to appear in your picture (even MORE static clears, and you'll look on in amazement as the picture changes in a multitude of ways--according to your own desires of what you Love, and right before your eyes)! how exciting!

Casting the Spell
here's some homework for you. it is to be done for a period of at least a week (seven days without Love makes one weak).

• AM -- before you rise, mentally catalogue ALL of the things in your life that you Love and that you feel very thankful for. try to aim to keep this going for several minutes, until you feel that familiar and delicious sensation in your body (tummy tingling, fluttering heart, warm bliss) that lets you know that you are feeling pure, undiluted Love. extra points if you find beautiful tears in your eyes! rise up to meet your day, recalling that feeling at different points throughout your day to keep it active (and thus wielding power) in your mind. and smile! it feels good, doesn't it?

• PM -- right before you go to sleep, your body should be feeling very heavy and relaxed. make sure that you are still very conscious though, so that you can execute your homework! think about all of the things that you would Love to be included in your life that are not yet a reality. this may take some imagination, so practice for as long as it takes. imagine yourself having the desires of your heart in your life right now, and try very hard to physically feel the Love in your body as if it were real and already true. the Universe cannot tell if you are playing pretend, or not; it will deliver the same! when you are done, brainstorm ways that you can achieve this same feeling in the next day about your desires, even if you might not have them yet (although the Universe may surprise you and give your desires to you immediately! it has happened before!). do you have to remove some negative programming in your emotions and thoughts? must you meditate for 15 minutes each day as i do? do you have to avoid some (or alot of harmful) people? do it. your emotional health is very important, because it is the sole force that you can directly use to consistently and easily direct your life. 

keep this up for a week, and i promise that you will feel alot happier and alot more free.it's good for you! even buy a journal and choose to write down your reflections, if you're visually-minded. writing is a very good way to direct thoughts and to focus. i do it all of the time before i meditate, and such. and DO let me know what "pops up into your picture." i can't wait to hear about the experiences of my friends casting their very own Love Spells over their lives! i'll be here to rendezvous with you at that next time, mes cheres! 

with Love, as ever--cherry.

"Be careful of your moods and feelings, for there is an unbroken connection between your feelings and your visible world." --Neville Goddard

created work day.

work was entirely so easy, that i got to leave early. i wasn't exerted at all. in fact, i was inactive to the point that i was bored. my co-worker (whom i'm Allowing to become a dear friend to me and who even lives near my elusive location) went to her car on a smoke break to return with some of her Christmas shopping to show off to me. i got to play with her pretty, fleece PJs and ogle the gift sets that she's giving to some lucky family members of hers. this is a manifestation-come-abound! i got the way easy work that i wanted, plus some perks. AND i still got paid and walked away with an apron full of tip money... i'm crowing about how desirable my Life is becoming now that i've found the doorway to my Vortex.

i'm menstrual right now, and even God in their infinite wisdom knows that this alone is enough to conquer and spit any woman out of her Vortex. but the fact that i'm even acknowledging the potential for bad feelings just nakedly shows how much stronger i have been getting, and how much more intimately i have been in association with my own Emotional Guidance System (EGS). i can feel a downward turn looming so far in advance that the resisting whim has no chance at directing me! i pivot and re-focus so quickly, that i appear to always be riding the wave of my own good feelings--and i am. it truly is quite a simple thing to do by lowering resistance and easing into Allowing. more crowing.

and i LOVE my new domain! it's a TLD (top-level-domain) that i've been resourceful enough to acquire freely. i mapped all of the zone records on my own, brag, brag... i even "faked" an MX record, that would idealy point to the professional Google business products (for an fee), by utilizing my server's convenient "mailias" feature. so what you see is what i've gotten:

• my own free TLD @ rousingvenus.tk (go ahead and try it--with or without the "www" because i'm technically savvy like that, and i'm proud and pleased enough to brag forever)
• see the favicon? it's me up there! hey cherry! just look at that pretty picture...
• a fancy and brand-new personalized email address for the webmistress/lifestreamer at cherry@rousingvenus.tk which comes with its own privacy settings no less! isn't it pretty?! go ahead and drop me a line (or send a love letter).
• i removed the ugly Blogger NavBar because i'm a self-hosted lady now.
• also note the completion of my "About" page. these are never fun for me to create, and this newest one is a far venture from what i have been normally known to produce. but then again, the person that i am becoming is also just as new and expanded. see? my lifestream easily aids me in all things self-reflection and enhancement. 

i feel a stronger cohesiveness, an attraction, an allure, and a more profound presence radiating from my statement here, my lifestream. it's all about deliberate intent, feeling good, and not much else thankfully!

cheat.

i kind of cheated yesterday. i read up on "Physical Well-Being," and frankly, "Relationships" was the chapter i read immediately after i finished the preface. so as i was meditating on my physical health, i let the CD ease on into "Relationships" without stopping it. i readily re-directed my thoughts and enjoyed a full half-hours' (haha) worth of meditation! ahhh! it's getting easier and easier to slip into my Vortex!

work was delicious yesterday. i'm generally the only server through the week evenings, and i used to live with my manager, so it's all good feelings wafting around. i handled all of the tables efficiently and with a flirty smile. i didn't feel rushed at all. a kitchen guy asked me if i was okay out on the floor. i replied, "Of course I am! I can open and close her down all on my own! You must forget who I am..." he laughed, and surely enough, i was on top of things--no problem. no errors. i swear: give me two tables, and i'm making mistakes up to my knees. give me twelve tables at one time, and i'm the best waitress in the world.

last time that i went to BORDERS bookstore and spent money (as ever), i really wanted to upgrade my rewards card. i just didn't want to do away with the extra money however, and i decided against it. this was two or three days ago. TODAY, i look at my email, and very conveniently BORDERS has emailed me saying that i have earned enough points for Gold Status on my rewards card! nice! Attraction! that which is like is unto itself drawn... and now the blogger can buy even more books! it is Law!

life design is so much fun. i want to get a domain.. i feel SO happy and inspired all of the time now. knowing what i want for my life makes me so frisky and alive. i'm not keeping score (i don't have to), but whatever is coming next is going to knock my socks off even harder. oh yeah!

pet from the vet.

taken by my mom; my family is beautiful and happy!

yesterday, i listened to the meditation segment on "General Well Being" after reading the appropriate chapter. it felt SO good to breathe and to listen. my breath aligned to the music and the spoken thoughts had an emotional resonance inside of me. today, i read up on "Financial Abundance" and meditated for the 15 minutes. that's all it takes! it's so exciting! Life is supposed to feel good, and i feel the abundance flowing to me before it actually arrives. i feel my place of good feelings before the manifestations arrive. i am Vibrationally Aligned to all the solutions, and i feel absolutely energetic and frisky when i go about my day, experiencing the Life that i'm Creating for my own enjoyment.

my puppy got the vet yesterday and today with some good news and a couple of prescriptions that were absolutely free for me. i completely attracted that, and i'm even more excited about what is coming! i'm doing everything right, and it NEVER gets done. the joy is in the emotional journey, instead of uninspired action. satisfaction and bliss flow accordingly to me, the magnet. how nice!

my new story.

i am healthy! i am SO free! i feel so BIG and invincible in my Power. i am extension of Source Energy. i am godforce. my body is strong and healthy and beautiful. when i smile, my entire body warms and my skin glows radiantly. onlookers are enthralled and charmed. people fall in love with me anytime we should meet. you can feel my Well-Being approaching, and you're defenseless to the good feelings and smiles--you lucky one!

i do the work i genuinely Love. my brilliantly vast mind has focused into a line of healthcare and treatment for women. i am a successful celebrity women's civil rights activist as well. Haley Barbour has been re-exposed by myself as the big block of resistance that he is, and Well Being flows abundantly in. into my entire state. why, my face is on billboards! i'm a very big woman!

i have authored a series of highly successful fiction novella. Anne Rice is proud of me. we have tea at her house often and laugh together about the magical of the mundane, the beauty of the Universe aligning in our lives.

i am beautiful (no change here). i am highly sensual and often find pleasure in my world. women look up to me. men and women are charmed. i fall in Love with Myself all over again each morning on the adventure of my Life's desire i am the definition of overcoming by Allowing, of bliss, of what Life is capable of being.

i am not tired in the mornings! i haven't seen a day nearly as dark as the ones that i used to Allow into my experience. my experience is on fire with Love and Power from me aligning myself with the Universe and attracting my dreams. there is a gorgeous, well-read, cultured, ruggedly-handsome, refined, articulate, tall, and beautiful man astride beside me. i adore his broad back and shoulders, his large forearms, his immaculate skin, even his occasional facial stubble.. our Inner Beings go in the same direction together. he delights me and supplements my co-creating to the fullest! his independent life is also its own success story, and together--the entire Universe is delighted in our Leading Edge expansion, and unfolds itself before us--and stretches out behind us.

some powerful, and very cute forces to be reckoned with, also known as me and my husband's children are being blissfully prepared for.


OH--now, that feels good.