quick note while onwards to Damascus. hiatus.

i broke up with my ex. but don't go, "Woah!" like Liz did following my Facebook update! it was a decision i gladly made, and it earned me a lot of deserved relief. turns out: i'm not a "true" Christian (even though he had no qualms with me wanting sex from him and getting it whenever i wanted it--the hypocrite), he cannot see me successfully raising any kids of his that I might have (regardless of whether i even entertained such a zany notion as getting pregnant by him! i'm 22 with no babies--i'm a pro at preventing unwanted pregnancies), AND he can't imagine a future with me because of my active disobedience to the Word of God within the Bible as the sole grounds of all morality. sounds to ME as if MY EX has a complex in which he believes HIMSELF to be the authority of all Christian morality, despite his fallen state as a sinner who is only made right in God's eyesight through the sacrifice of Jesus as Lord and Saviour. "You are not superior, you can be wrong (and ARE a hypocrite for gladly letting me fuck you into the next month whenever I felt the urge rise within me, and then go about Bible-raving), and you are NOT God Themselves in all of Their Infinite Wisdom! you don't know everything of the Word of God because it all cannot be revealed to us, and who says that YOUR WAY is THE WAY? even a "sucky" Christian like me recognizes this!

he even went so far and insulted my choice in Christian Living literature (i can't win for losing, and all my efforts to seek God are STILL sucky and inferior in my ex's eyes)! he says that there is a serious flaw to Joyce Meyer's teachings, which is why the Christian bookstore uptown doesn't carry any of her published works. PLUS, he won't even stand within a 3-foot radius of anything relating to "New Age" or "New Thought" because it is against God. that's funny, because every New Age book i've purchased talks extensively about how good and powerful God is. in fact, the popular book, The Secret quotes Jesus extensively to support its content! no goat heads and devil horns ANYWHERE. and in my defense, i owned my Joyce Meyer Christian Living book, Start Your New Life Today, waaaaay before I first began to research and study anything related to the "New Age/New Thought" movement. but, hey. i don't consider him as a loss. who knew that i could irrevocably lose all of my religion and salvation by reading teachings from Gandhi and Jesus (whose knowledge isn't very NEW, at ALL) all while not submitting myself to any deity or "god?" i could have sworn that God was with me the entire time that i was reading chapters on learning how to generate more positive energy and spread more Love. hmmm...

anyway, my blog/lifestream is on a HIATUS. i'm listening to my doctor in the process of continuing my progress, growth, and strength during my treatment, by taking a sabbatical of sorts. i wonder what will be revealed unto me while i am actively traveling my own, personal road to "Damascus." 


catch up with all of y'all wonderful things soon. keep me in my mind, maybe even say a little prayer for my benefit and well-being (or just for more of my smiles)! i SHALL return. i always do!

Biloxi Beach!

Me and Dad LOVE Steven Tyler!

AWWW! My Mommy rocks my socks!

!!!!__________________________________________!!!!

PLUS, while out randomly at a bookstore for my favorite type of retail therapy and to sate my one, true addiction, i spoke something into existence: i was covered in the infallible armor of my Positive Energy and High Vibrations which move and breathe immensely forceful like pure, untamed FIRE, and i confidently spoke from my Spirit, my Inner Being which knows only good and all truth and said, "Momma, something very good is going to happen today."

as I exactly visualized and intended in operation of the powerful Law of Attraction, the barista manager said that Books A Million indeed needed help in the barista as well as on the floor as a bookseller! not only this, but the store's top General Manager (the hiring manager) happened to come in, and the barista manager found him and introduced me to him! i shook both of their hands, gave them my phone number, etc. the GM was pleased with my nature of being an accomplished and avid reader, and with my well-rounded experience of work in retail, customer service, etc. he seemed to be very interested in what my (brag) padded and impressive resume could offer the needy Books A Million staff, and i complimented him on the store's high-quality customer service and pleasant experiences that i had received during the past decade, or so, during my loyal and frequent visits to that particular bookstore, and how some of the associates know me by name because i'm in there every week. i even name-dropped and confessed which employee was the one who suggested that I pay the $20 fee to become a card-carrying Millionaire's Member for the coveted and well-appreciated and frequently-applied discount (along with the sweet tote bag and other swag, coupons, etc). the manager smiled and laughed with me in the presence and under the influence of my Libran. he ACTUALLY interviewed me ON THE SPOT, right there in the manga section, and gave me the instructions to the application process and told me what to look out for inside the online assessment to make the best presentation of myself. he gave me special hints!

i called the store back today to speak with the hiring manager. i called him by his name, and called me by my own in a very friendly, warm, and familiar fashion because he immediately remembered the pleasant first impression he gained from me. i alerted him that i had completed both available applications online, attached my resumé, and submitted them both. he then said that he would set up an interview for Monday or Tuesday, and that he would accordingly call me and be in contact with me then. HOW EXCITING!!!! 

i spoke something good into existence; i wasn't particular. i only had complete confidence and faith that such a thing would indeed occur. and THEN i get offered the very coveted job of my dreams by what appears to be "random chance!" but i know that i manifested by working the powerful Law of Attraction in my favor. i'm keeping my fingers crossed and praying that i land this position. the managers were very clear about their need for help, so it's quite possible that the job could be mine! i can already imagine: me, surrounded by books, talking about books, touching books, selling books, promoting books, suggesting books, books, BOOKS--and getting paid for this "labour!"

keep your own fingers crossed and say a prayer for me, wherever you are whenever you can! 


Big Love Your Ways -- xoxo

well, i've got somethin' to say!

i killed a pit bull the other day!

(don't read any further if you cannot tolerate the details of graphical reference to open surgical wounds, violence against attacking animals, gore, guns, saws, and Tough Ladies with not one, but TWO firearms) 

truly not as bad as it appears. she's watching TV right now.

i rushed outside to find my baby girl, YaYa, down and caught at her neck by the jaws of an evil pit bull bitch that we had been fostering from the threshold of death for the past few months. when a pit's jaws clamp down, NO force can pry them open. the pit has to relax before the jaws release. i heard YaYa crying in pain with her eyes going red. i could only imagine the damage to her jugular and i wouldn't let MY baby die--without the responsible one dying FIRST.

i tried to break up the fight with my words. i reached my bare hands inside and tried to pry open the great, slobbering jaws of the pit, but they didn't budge. i put a pole in the pit's jaws and used my weight into my foot as a lever in attempt to pry the jaws from YaYa's neck. i went and got the rifle from my uncle's bedroom to shoot the bitch in the head and get it all over with nice and quick. there were no rounds for the chamber, and the damned thing was jammed anyway. useless. i went and got my brother's .22 pistol to take some head shots at the pit to get her off. there were no bullets. WHY DOES NO GUN IN MY REDNECK COUNTRY MANOR OF A HOME HAVE ANY AMMUNITION?! i spied a saw in the garage where the fight was still raging. YaYa sounded awfully hurt, damaged, and in unbearable pain. i pressed a button, but the saw wouldn't run. i had had enough by now. i was going to end this violently and with all of the aggression, anger, hate, desperation, determination, and crazed drive to kill that i could muster in me at the moment (and boy was it a lot). little, ole me, saw in hand, reached way back overhead and brought the deadly sharp blades of the saw down cracking into the pit bulls skull. i'm telling you, the skull audibly had been cracked quite impressively. and i didn't stop. i kept hacking with all of my blood-lusty might and every bit of force and strength to drive the saw's blades harder and deeper down into the head of the attacking dog. fur flew from my blows, blood spewed and spurted from fatal stabs down into the dog's own brain. i shortly saw the pit bull's eyes go dim and roll back into her head as she was losing consciousness and life. her jaws slacked and it was just enough for my YaYa to split and dart inside of the house for cover. i stayed outside. with the saw. i hacked down the dog's head into a broken and bleeding nightmare. i was met with wet, gushing sounds of pulp splitting, and the sounds of skeletal stability being ruined. i reached back way overhead and made quick work of mutilating the head of my former pet. she went still with blood pouring from her misshapen eyes in her gruesomely and warped shape of what was remaining of her cranium. i hacked at her neck over and over and grunted as i partially decapitated her. i stabbed her with the saw. i heard her whimpering in the throes of her being currently murder, so i kept hacking at what was becoming a flattened stretch of bits of loose fur, bloody flesh, innards, and large pools of bright red blood.

when Animal Control arrived, the wagged their finger at me for using two guns that were not registered to me, but chucked when i told them the damned rifle was jammed anyway and i couldn't find any fucking rounds or bullets anywhere! the Sheriff pulled the cigarette that i was smoking out of my mouth and threw it away directly. "I used to smoke like a train; you ought to stop that early on, you know, little miss.!" the Sheriff and the accompanying cop laughed at my accomplishment and called me a "Tough Lady." they removed the remains and mess from my garage and suggested that i buy myself a nice, new rifle to register to myself. i'm going to comply with that.

YaYa is fine. her wound is still open. she had a drain sutured in during her surgery. God is good and let me save my puppy's life, because her jugular was completely unharmed, and the skin there is alive and will heal, so there's no need for a risky future surgery to separate her flesh and muscle from the organ in attempts to save it. she has five prescriptions: a pain reliever, a sedative, an antibiotic tablet for twice a day, a spray-on steroid for healing and cleaning, and a spray-on aluminum bandage. it makes her all shiny, and i've been calling her "Silver" for the past couple of days. she's antsy to no surprise of mine, so i had to also purchase a muzzle to strap onto her snout after her sedative calms her down in order to apply her daily sprays to the wounded areas without risking some painful bites. i've even mastered the art of using a leash effectively to lasso around her middle (she has no neck suitable for a collar to go around), for walks and such. i love my baby YaYa. we take our medicine at the same time together, and both of our mix of medications has increased our appetites. she has been my partner for several midnight snacks and second lunches and the like. she, with her sparkly silver aluminum bandage sprayed onto her neck and her surgically inserted drainage tool, is lying on Momma's (my) bed right now suffering no pain, just the annoyance with her plastic drainage tool getting in her face and pissing her off. she's content and tiredly loving my pets and rubs. she kisses me in the mouth as she has always done. she still rushes at my two cats just to knock them over when they invade her territory (she's still a spoiled, Tough bitch). she's my baby. and she's alive.
(end of my Amazonian warrior woman blood-lust attack of rage with multiple weapons tale that i like to brag about)

• oh, and my dearest "Claytoris" and i are having so much fun together:

• and look at my new calendar! it's March (for me, and for you, and for Kagome, and for InuYasha in Feudal Japan)!

any InuYasha nerds besides yours truly?

• and this is my second mention of this awesomeness! i have a brand-new and fully functional Google Voice Number!

absolutely without charge (unless you happen to be International, outside of the USA) and with all of the freedom and familiarity as with any other telephone, you may call me to chat, listen to my charming, thick accent during my voicemail greeting, leave me a silly voicemail message laughing about said thick-ish Southern accent, and even send me an SMS txt message! if not connecting to me via the widget, then the number directly to my line is: (601) 871-0635 ahhh! exciting and SO cool! cookies to the one who leaves the funniest voicemail or txt message! 

Being Happy, Feeling Good

 Being Happy, Feeling Good

“Going from Clinical Depression to Having the Midas Touch in Your Regal Life!”

a massive, original article by ♥cherry at RousingVenus.co.cc

(not to be re-sold or used for profit without explicit consent given from the author, cherry, at www.rousingvenus.co.cc)

This is my first article in what is surely to be a series of premium, downloadable content.

(i was originally going to let this go for from $3-$5, but i feel too inspired to share. click "go on" below..) 

vibrational conditioning session.

i am going to do the homework necessary to my journey. i am going to put in the effortless labour necessary to condition and raise my emitted vibrations! i am NOT going to freak all out because classes resume tomorrow AND i have to work the night shift at the restaurant. hmph. i should probably repeat that last statement out loud a few times...

i adore having my own, little domain to call home! it's so cool that it has an unusual and uncommon suffix! i like being unique and memorable. i like having a place to design my sanctuary. i like remembering and more fully coming into being my higher, greater self!

i like pretty men! i like gorgeous MEN! i love large forearms. i like blue eyes. i like pale skin. i like tallness. i like blonde hair. i especially love blonde hair when i'm wearing it. i like that i change up my appearance so often! and now i'm returning to my love for beautiful men. i love Billy Idol, Vergil Sparda, Gabriel Aubry, Michael Jackson, Legolas, Ville Valo, i could wax forever like a pervert. i love that i am such a big pervert! i love that i am shameless about my kinks, i mean, my quirks!

i love my mommy. i love it that she is bringing my big, grown ass some hot food to eat because i have a cold! i love that i am putting my depression behind me and continuing to pay money that i don't have to finish university! i love feeling proud of myself! i love studying science and being enthralled humbled by infinite knowledge. 

i love reading. i love romance. i love that i deleted my online dating profile because i refuse to give my attention to an absence of Love in my life! i love it that there is absolutely NO absence of Love in my life! there is never an absence of Love anywhere! we can all Allow as much of it as we would have into our lives! i like making it my mission to simply BE Love and into Allow it to filter into my experience freely, uninhibited, like a flood, and abundantly. open the floodgates!

i love making money at my job to do, be, and to have the things that i Love! i love it that i truly AM the very best waitress you know.

i love that saying Thank You just ensures that i have even more to be thankful for later! i love feeling good! i love being in the Flow! i love it that things always fall perfectly into place and into perfect order when i do my only job. and my only job is to feel good! i love that i am not held apart from ANYTHING. i love letting myself become the greatest woman alive!

there! that felt SO good! my emotional conditioning homework always sends me on my way smiling and giggling. it's been a while since i have taken the time to line up my energies because i have been more focused on publishing viewer content. but i cannot forget that i am absolutely no true use to anyone if i am not centered   in being my best! who can stop me now? heh. only me. but not today! and not tomorrow, either! i am totally intending to not inhibit myself tomorrow, either! it is SO important to stand before the colossal scales of infinite Life experience and to tip them in favor of my bliss... you should do this yourself at the appropriate time. try tomorrow morning to start with... i do it several times a day, and 9 times out of 10, my life goes exactly according to my intentions! how badass am i?! no, truly--flatter me and finish making my night, darling ;-D

i love being shameless about the hot men i have dated (and water-
colored in their apartment with). yeah. he's a bit older. and a doctor.

my holiday present to you.

i'm quite resourceful, and i'm always full of brilliant news to share with my friends. i'm so thrilled about this one--i might have outdone myself here! this is even an unimaginable very-much-desired gift for myself! i hope that any of you can find enjoyment from it (and if you can understand its worth, you surely can, and WILL)!


i'm a Deliberate Creator: i design my life. you've heard me say it that life is not happening to me, but FOLLOWING me. i study and follow the Law of Attraction and work to manifest my own desires into my life for the joy of it. Advice to Deliberate Creators is a book being shared across the Web among fellow seekers, and even those just beginning to take the trip inside to this personal, magickal world. i refer to the practice of this substance in excess, and there are innumerable references sprinkled throughout my posts. but i have not gone about explicitly teaching and outlining this precious and beneficial approach to enjoying life like never before. this book seems to be a handy jewel of an inspirational tool and resource full of advice to remember when anyone goes about the work of manifestation via the Law of Attraction.

in other words, perfect the art of manifesting and getting exactly what you want to be, do, and have in your life through this ancient Universal Law! read this book, take notes, and study how to get your Loves to rendezvous with you as mine do with me! i'm definitely beginning to read it now. it's a wonderful, free resource, and i very much recommend it being a beginning step towards making magick with your own life. do look into it and let me know all of the wonderful things that you create and manifest for yourself!

• here's a "Sneak Peek" at some of the treasures waiting freely within for you to indulge in:

1. Notice when you feel good and realize the more you appreciate those moments the more they will occur. 

2. See what it takes to make yourself feel good again and learn to do that more and more and easier and easier. 

3. Not feeling good can mean so many good things. Let go of those moments softly and gently, they are there to teach. 

4. The universe is fully intent on you, loves you and supports you right or wrong (if there is wrong). Think of it as an intimate friend that grants wishes. 

5. You will change; go through stages-because of this. Immerse yourself in loving yourself unconditionally and be with those who also love you no matter what.  

-- Brian

• read/get/download it (freely!) HERE! Happy Holidays! go ahead and share it yourself; keep the positive energy cycling!

sources: The Good Vibe Blog

rampage of appreciation!

ahhh! i feel so FULL-of-Love today. even after crying last night. you know--i cry so much more readily at the things flowing from beauty than i do for anything else. go ahead and try to make me cry; it just means that i'm falling in Love with you.

i'm blogging for pleasure, not for pressure; and, i support all the ladies (and occasional man who finds himself here) who do the same in their own lives. you rock so much! i Love it!

whoever said to "let a fever run its course" is on my Hit List. OH, i WILL murder you... you see, even if this resonates as all kinds of Truth in my very scientific mind, i am still a little off from appreciating it. my breath has that universal, disgusting tinge to it in the back of my throat, which is a gift from the bacteria of having a virus. i don't have a fever (thank Godforce), but my body is still warm (and not from energy manipulations). my tummy hurt all last night from being full of swirling flu violence. i yelled at my mommy and cried while i was dizzily walking into walls and tripping over animals.

please take hand sanitizer with you on all of your adventures this season! Victoria's Secret and Bath & Bodyworks have the cutest travel-sized anti-bacterial--and they always seem to be on sale (i should know) AND they smell like all kinds of divinity!

i am lining up my energy for not only work today, but for the entire day itself. with enough focus, i can almost mold my existence as from clay--but i prefer my life to meet me halfways. it makes for more of an adventure. i am practicing Loving more and more frequently. i am gathering an arsenal of things i Love for the next 30 days, and using this in my Creative Workshop, or my Life Laboratory, to overhaul my life even further. read: meditate my ass off with more realistic visualizations to aid in the effectiveness.

• i Love everyone whom i have added to my Google Reader: i can't wait to read and comment on all of your newest posts! it's a date! we will rendezvous then.

Wouldn't It Be Nice?
wouldn't it be nice if i could forget that i have a cold? wouldn't it be nice if my multivitamin had superpowers? wouldn't it be nice if i remembered that I have superpowers? wouldn't it be nice if used my meditation time like Clark Kent uses a telephone booth? wouldn't it be nice if i could get away with doing no laundry today? wouldn't it be nice if i had a lot more fun that i expected today?

aligning energy before work.

i have so much fun moving about and making myself at home in my Vortex! i love having a social blast along my own desires with like-minded souls! i Love to include only more of what i Love into my experience! i can even Love having to go to work today!

wouldn't it be nice if i could get ready while effortlessly being aware of and managing my time? wouldn't it be nice if i could locate my long-sleeve Miley Cyrus shirt? wouldn't it be nice if my makeup was extra cute with dramatic mascara work today? wouldn't it be nice if i stayed in my Vortex, and thus, in a magical mood for my ENTIRE five-hour shift (and on into the night, and the next day, and the next)? wouldn't it be nice if i received some very appreciated tips in return for my lovely and one-of-a-kind service? wouldn't it be nice if tonight was nothing less than a splendid night to work in a very pleasant. efficient, easy-breezy, and rewarding experience with my co-workers and managers?

today, i intend to be aware of what i Love more. i intend to really get into feeling this Love all throughout my body, down into my toes. i intend to make a lot of money to do, be, and have more of the thing that i Love. i intend to feel GOOD because this is my first and only real job! i intend to knock 'em all dead!

cast your own love spell!

sxc.hu, as ever.

About the Magick
but, DO put down your magick wand (unless you happen to just adore it that much; it will not be necessary for today's lesson). and put away the picture of your ex who is currently dating that ugly "handsome" lady. the love spell that cherry only ever means is the type that sends YOU swooning! hold a minute--i'm having my coffee, and i'll make clear of myself.

you've heard it all before from every prophet seated in every theology. you've heard it from laymen. but Love is the greatest force in the world. it is a True Energy, like the frequencies of color and sound. it moves in waves and currents, like maritime tides and the phases of the moon. poetically digressed by yours truly, but there isn't a doubt in your pretty little head as to this, is there? the sad fact is that all too many people are unawares of the connection between wielding this force, and effectively implementing it within their own experience to change their lives for the better. but, boy, are you ever lucky that you are friends with me: it's a recent lifestyle choice of mine, and it has made worlds of difference to me. Hell, Love is the actual power that has indeed created worlds, like ours. it is THE raison d'etre (reason of being).

when any of us feels the emotion of Love, with the tingling in our tummies, the pounding of our hearts, the lightness of our spirit, we are harnessing this most powerful force. correctly manipulated, Love is the one magick power that each of us is bestowed with that can take our lives from where they are currently, to new and infinitely higher states of elevated bliss--because, right, you guessed it; we each have an infinite supply of Love to give.

the Universal Law of Love states that: Life is not "happening" to you, but following you! And that which you emit is returned to you in like measure. so look around at your life. it is only ever a perfect picture of the Love (or lack of Love) that you have been emitting to the Universe to pick up on.

think on things that you Love, and appropriate and equal conditions rise up to meet you in your personal life. like begets like. stay "stuck on stupid" and indulge in depression, negativity, pessimism, etc--and you already know what happens. your life always mirrors what you have programmed it to. i can never stress it enough: but, your thoughts and feelings are very important. you can literally train your mind... it's like the clearing away of the static on your old television set for a clearer picture. simply stated: think on the things that you love that are in your current reality (and actually physically feel this immense power in your body), and the things that you Love are augmented into your life experience (the static clears away for you to get a better and more satisfying picture of what your life really is). think on things that you Love which are not yet a reality... and they will begin to appear in your picture (even MORE static clears, and you'll look on in amazement as the picture changes in a multitude of ways--according to your own desires of what you Love, and right before your eyes)! how exciting!

Casting the Spell
here's some homework for you. it is to be done for a period of at least a week (seven days without Love makes one weak).

• AM -- before you rise, mentally catalogue ALL of the things in your life that you Love and that you feel very thankful for. try to aim to keep this going for several minutes, until you feel that familiar and delicious sensation in your body (tummy tingling, fluttering heart, warm bliss) that lets you know that you are feeling pure, undiluted Love. extra points if you find beautiful tears in your eyes! rise up to meet your day, recalling that feeling at different points throughout your day to keep it active (and thus wielding power) in your mind. and smile! it feels good, doesn't it?

• PM -- right before you go to sleep, your body should be feeling very heavy and relaxed. make sure that you are still very conscious though, so that you can execute your homework! think about all of the things that you would Love to be included in your life that are not yet a reality. this may take some imagination, so practice for as long as it takes. imagine yourself having the desires of your heart in your life right now, and try very hard to physically feel the Love in your body as if it were real and already true. the Universe cannot tell if you are playing pretend, or not; it will deliver the same! when you are done, brainstorm ways that you can achieve this same feeling in the next day about your desires, even if you might not have them yet (although the Universe may surprise you and give your desires to you immediately! it has happened before!). do you have to remove some negative programming in your emotions and thoughts? must you meditate for 15 minutes each day as i do? do you have to avoid some (or alot of harmful) people? do it. your emotional health is very important, because it is the sole force that you can directly use to consistently and easily direct your life. 

keep this up for a week, and i promise that you will feel alot happier and alot more free.it's good for you! even buy a journal and choose to write down your reflections, if you're visually-minded. writing is a very good way to direct thoughts and to focus. i do it all of the time before i meditate, and such. and DO let me know what "pops up into your picture." i can't wait to hear about the experiences of my friends casting their very own Love Spells over their lives! i'll be here to rendezvous with you at that next time, mes cheres! 

with Love, as ever--cherry.

"Be careful of your moods and feelings, for there is an unbroken connection between your feelings and your visible world." --Neville Goddard

segment intending.

A tea party I attended with some Little Ones--highly cute and smile inducing, yes?

i'm getting sleepy. i SHOULD be after the energy that i've been pouring out into this project only today! i want to keep my good feelings going... on uninterrupted while i sleep and my Vibration naturally rises. on into tomorrow during an obligation i'm taking up for my aunt. i'll get to hang out with one of my best friends--my little cuzzo--so i'm expecting more smiles to replace the ones from today, from now.

i want to tomorrow to flow according to my desire and Vibration. i will keep my Vibration consciously active. i will nurture it; it is my only job.  i will do emotional housekeeping before the day begins to unfold. i will lead myself into some resistance-lowering meditation. i will Allow the natural stream of Well-Being to flow through me. i will remember to show lots of gratitude for what-is, because there is a LOT! i will look cute and wear killer makeup as always. i will BE what i want to immerse myself in. i will give to the Universe what i want most to augment it miraculously into my own experience. it will unfold. like attracts like. it is Law. i will typify my whims. i will become a Vibrational match for what sends my heart soaring. oh, how beautiful! goodnight.

deliberate intent.

i am lining up my energy. i am focusing. today i intend to let the natural stream of Well Being flow through me. i intent to wear killer makeup. i intend to pivot from focusing on what i do not want to better know what it is that i DO want. i will ask for more, because my past desires have already been given. i will focus on more desires.

wouldn't it be nice if work passed by easily and quick today? wouldn't it be nice if i never stopped smiling? wouldn't it be nice if i felt energy and a natural frisky feeling for Life flow through me? wouldn't it be nice if i only Allowed? wouldn't it be nice if i felt my resistance lowering immediately? wouldn't it be nice if i found myself waking up to one of the best days of my Life?

make me wanna.

oh, shit! this has so little to do with my vibrations, but the new Girl Talk albumn is divine! i finally listened to all of my real friends who have tastes complimentary to my own. everyone has mentioned it at least twice. i was over reading at Gala Darling's blog, and she even mentioned it. it was then confirmed. it had to be acquired! i got Girl Talk's All Day last night, and i've been listening for hours. it is created to be listened to as a whole, and each track playing in the background of my time just so easily raises my vibrations (and makes me want to go raving). effortless! just like good feelings ought to be.
-------------------

Dante Sparda. I don't know who to credit.

now. i am focusing on my intentions for the day. coupled with high energy, the electrons have an inductive effect. i am absolutely electronegative--like Fluorine. pulling power, pulling atoms together, pulling in my Life.

51% or more will be reserved for high, positive energy on subjects of my life and my desires. at any contrast, i will more clearly see what it is that i DO desire. at any bad emotion indicating resistance or misalignment, i can easily pivot. that's the pledge today. i'm ready for the miracles to continue happening.

these past couple of months of mine have been mostly reserved for spending a small fortune on books about the metaphysical. quantum physics. real science--not philosophy or religion, although there are proofs for "God" in there. i just wasn't looking for it, though.

and this is what i had a dream about last night (have i ever mentioned how big of a fan that i am of Devil May Cry?).  nah, i didn't really want to wake up. my dreams are such exciting indicators of my future and tell me on which areas i need to focus. not saying that i want to date a devil-slayer... there's a psychological reality and practicality even behind my fantasies. wouldn't it be nice if my Life started to play out more like a big fantasy? i have never settled. i'll never settle.

you know, with the music playing and this video game man of my dreams in my head--it feels like a day in Heaven today. now, i'm off and into my own adventures. maybe to learn something that someone who actually has my respect already knows. only a fool talks all of the time and never listens.

my new story.

i am healthy! i am SO free! i feel so BIG and invincible in my Power. i am extension of Source Energy. i am godforce. my body is strong and healthy and beautiful. when i smile, my entire body warms and my skin glows radiantly. onlookers are enthralled and charmed. people fall in love with me anytime we should meet. you can feel my Well-Being approaching, and you're defenseless to the good feelings and smiles--you lucky one!

i do the work i genuinely Love. my brilliantly vast mind has focused into a line of healthcare and treatment for women. i am a successful celebrity women's civil rights activist as well. Haley Barbour has been re-exposed by myself as the big block of resistance that he is, and Well Being flows abundantly in. into my entire state. why, my face is on billboards! i'm a very big woman!

i have authored a series of highly successful fiction novella. Anne Rice is proud of me. we have tea at her house often and laugh together about the magical of the mundane, the beauty of the Universe aligning in our lives.

i am beautiful (no change here). i am highly sensual and often find pleasure in my world. women look up to me. men and women are charmed. i fall in Love with Myself all over again each morning on the adventure of my Life's desire i am the definition of overcoming by Allowing, of bliss, of what Life is capable of being.

i am not tired in the mornings! i haven't seen a day nearly as dark as the ones that i used to Allow into my experience. my experience is on fire with Love and Power from me aligning myself with the Universe and attracting my dreams. there is a gorgeous, well-read, cultured, ruggedly-handsome, refined, articulate, tall, and beautiful man astride beside me. i adore his broad back and shoulders, his large forearms, his immaculate skin, even his occasional facial stubble.. our Inner Beings go in the same direction together. he delights me and supplements my co-creating to the fullest! his independent life is also its own success story, and together--the entire Universe is delighted in our Leading Edge expansion, and unfolds itself before us--and stretches out behind us.

some powerful, and very cute forces to be reckoned with, also known as me and my husband's children are being blissfully prepared for.


OH--now, that feels good.

i don't use Safari or Chrome. what is this--Macintosh?! ah, my blog is being elusively entertained. and i'm just plain being entertained here: and i never even cared for or even intended as much initially. and not now, either. i'm over that--but i adore what i am offered--Always, yes? i don't push things away anymore. my Bliss follows me as well as things attracted to my actual Bliss. it is Law. it is fascinating.

and as i stand alone: thank you, Universe, for good days, good food, family time, alone time, catching up on reading, attracting the new friends that i have rendezvous'ed with today, my pets, Myself.

wouldn't it be nice if tomorrow was even more full of presents and surprises?

i can never get it wrong--and it never gets done. amen, let it be done. and i am Blissfully incomplete.

my own excellent beliefs.

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a belief is only a practiced thought. a belief is only a practiced thought. a belief is only a practiced thought?.. then why not hold my attention to relieving thoughts?! oh, here are some examples, in case i draw a blank in a future experience (improbable, but nonetheless) :-D

• tomorrow is a fresh new day, full of immaculate opportunity space in the time-space field of all possibility!
• i did my best! i can never be wrong for that!
• the world has not ended. it All will go on. so, All is Well, really!
• if i can, i'll just try it again! no effort is wasted!
• as long as i'm alive, i'm still a worthy part of the Universe.
• i am a Vibrational Being FIRST. my paramount duty is to Allow Source to flow through me, then EVERYTHING else falls into its place accordingly.
• there's nothing more important than that i feel good!
• it's easier to Master Manipulate my thoughts into Allowing the complete and abundant flow of Well-Being associated with compliance with the Universal Laws to saturate my physical reality than it is to aggressively battle outside forces and conditions into submitting to my will.
• i feel bad?! who cares about that? NOT me. (Pivot.)
• oh, would you just look at that contrast expanding not only myself, but All-That-Is!.. that's the way things are supposed to go! All is truly Well.
• hah, nothing is worth me leaving my blissful place in my Vortex! nice try, though. i'm Well here.
• i pivot favorably at contrast, and aid expansion for my own delicious benefit!
• i have come forth for the thrill of it all. i signed up for this cool, magnificent adventure.
• this is the field of all possibility / reality, and i'm my own best Master Designer.
• i intend to feel good for 51% of the time today (or as much as i can possibly muster). 51% is ALL it takes to tip the scales and miraculously create the abundance of physical, manifested proof!
• i'm ready to really show the world how a Master Designer gets Life to follow her!
• i've crafted my own Universe and my own realities to easily offer up my Bliss before me.
• this World just isn't ready to see how i've Master Designed Life to easily flow downstream to follow me while carrying my Bliss!

i will practice these thoughts habitually and focus my thoughts to dominantly hold onto my desires in any subject that i entertain. i will think these thoughts into my own beliefs. i will move up my Emotional Guidance System until i find myself in my Vortex. once i get to Hope, and then come to expect positive experiences, the Universe WILL deliver! there is nothing more important than that i feel good; that's the whole reason i chose to be here, really. i will allow expansion and ensure that it is favorable to my desires--how delicious! i am constantly engaging in housekeeping of my thoughts and emotions. i am closing the gap between my desires and my physical reality. i am quite the Awesome Super Queen in front of my PC who is also The Master Designer of her own Universe and Reality (by Co-Creating with Source freely flowing through me)!

Thank you, Source / God / All-That-Is / The Fourth Dimension! Praises to you, God! Thank you increasingly more in every segment of my Life, God! Flow through me; You are the Source of All Well-Being. I Align myself with and Allow You exponentially more in every segment of my Life!

Amen! It is Done. And It is Blissfully Incomplete.

radical self-love.

copied and pasted here from a not-so-old project of mine:

"i will acknowledge the love i feel for myself in one way everyday. i will not be my own worst enemy or spend time giving power to my other enemies. i will love that i am alive to enjoy the magic in the world. i will open myself up to any good in the Universe. i am not perfect, and i won't hate myself because i'm not. i will not destroy good things about myself because i get lost. i will stay on-track by never forgetting that i am basically good and that the world is too. i will actively reduce stress in my life. i will actively be healthier to myself and push myself to do healthy and productive things regularly. i am important and just as meaningful as the next person in the world. i deserve to smile as much as anyone. my smile is awesome."