vibrational conditioning session.

i am going to do the homework necessary to my journey. i am going to put in the effortless labour necessary to condition and raise my emitted vibrations! i am NOT going to freak all out because classes resume tomorrow AND i have to work the night shift at the restaurant. hmph. i should probably repeat that last statement out loud a few times...

i adore having my own, little domain to call home! it's so cool that it has an unusual and uncommon suffix! i like being unique and memorable. i like having a place to design my sanctuary. i like remembering and more fully coming into being my higher, greater self!

i like pretty men! i like gorgeous MEN! i love large forearms. i like blue eyes. i like pale skin. i like tallness. i like blonde hair. i especially love blonde hair when i'm wearing it. i like that i change up my appearance so often! and now i'm returning to my love for beautiful men. i love Billy Idol, Vergil Sparda, Gabriel Aubry, Michael Jackson, Legolas, Ville Valo, i could wax forever like a pervert. i love that i am such a big pervert! i love that i am shameless about my kinks, i mean, my quirks!

i love my mommy. i love it that she is bringing my big, grown ass some hot food to eat because i have a cold! i love that i am putting my depression behind me and continuing to pay money that i don't have to finish university! i love feeling proud of myself! i love studying science and being enthralled humbled by infinite knowledge. 

i love reading. i love romance. i love that i deleted my online dating profile because i refuse to give my attention to an absence of Love in my life! i love it that there is absolutely NO absence of Love in my life! there is never an absence of Love anywhere! we can all Allow as much of it as we would have into our lives! i like making it my mission to simply BE Love and into Allow it to filter into my experience freely, uninhibited, like a flood, and abundantly. open the floodgates!

i love making money at my job to do, be, and to have the things that i Love! i love it that i truly AM the very best waitress you know.

i love that saying Thank You just ensures that i have even more to be thankful for later! i love feeling good! i love being in the Flow! i love it that things always fall perfectly into place and into perfect order when i do my only job. and my only job is to feel good! i love that i am not held apart from ANYTHING. i love letting myself become the greatest woman alive!

there! that felt SO good! my emotional conditioning homework always sends me on my way smiling and giggling. it's been a while since i have taken the time to line up my energies because i have been more focused on publishing viewer content. but i cannot forget that i am absolutely no true use to anyone if i am not centered   in being my best! who can stop me now? heh. only me. but not today! and not tomorrow, either! i am totally intending to not inhibit myself tomorrow, either! it is SO important to stand before the colossal scales of infinite Life experience and to tip them in favor of my bliss... you should do this yourself at the appropriate time. try tomorrow morning to start with... i do it several times a day, and 9 times out of 10, my life goes exactly according to my intentions! how badass am i?! no, truly--flatter me and finish making my night, darling ;-D

i love being shameless about the hot men i have dated (and water-
colored in their apartment with). yeah. he's a bit older. and a doctor.

i Love it: new Bliss!

Birth of Venus, but not by Botticelli--i forget this painter :-(

i Love the attention that i'm getting. i have drawn it upon myself. i love rendezvous-ing with old friends and reviving the fire of our friendship and affections. i love magic spells of the mundane putting smiles om my face and keeping me suspended. i Love being happy without drugs. i don't need to be high to radiate a good nature, use my particular vocabulary and diction, etc. my Vibrations are raised because of myself. i love that i'm all genuine, and the attention that i'm attracting is proof of the effectiveness. welcome, and even undesired, attention will be mine again now that i'm doing immensely good things with/in my Life, and that these things are actually working for me. AND it just adds fuel to my fire to improve upon what i have since established, which, in turn, just gives me more confidence and perfects my every next step. so thanks. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

thank you for my health and wellness. everything else is just details. thank you for the money that i have been saving for no particular reason. it must be a way for the Universe to bless me with something one day soon. thank you that i only have a very few, very minor expenses to ever consider. thank you that i have always been such a Good Example to follow and to emulate. thank you that i have finished the first installment/chapter of my Well-Being series; i should be launching it soon! thank you that my Life speaks for itself; thank you that what i'm doing is Good and it Works. thank you that relatively unimportant people, events. and circumstances are a source of amusement to me! thank you that i am falling way more in Love with my Life all over again each day--and that other people can't help but find themselves falling in love with my life too.

it's a University now.

thank you that my uncle gave me his last cigar. thank you that i've been reading some new manga. thank you that i've met a cool guy who likes that about me. thank you that my Life feels fresh and clean. thank you that i've been getting ready for the new and exciting things that are about to sweep me up. thank you that i know what's important to me, and that these are the only things that matter. thank you that focusing on these things will augment them: here's to more Very Good reasons to gain the attention of others, more things to love, and more things to be thankful for. it only gets better from here.

court, anyone. and not just from this. i'm living a BAD lifetime movie. it's funny, really. a tad scary.